tonight, i drown

This is a revision of a post that I wrote a few hours ago, but I just made it private. It tells of my brokenness and it is a full blown suicide note.  No one reads this anyway, so I could have just left it up. Clearly, I did not follow through.  This doesn’t mean I’m okay, because the urge is present.  

It’s become too much. I’m drowning and I’m not sure if there’s any hope left for air. I am scared. 

Please just let me sink. 

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